the story of janus stark

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Produced by evenless

Recorded by Tarek Jumah
Recorded at Mondfeldbasis, Arnsberg
Mixed & Mastered by Tarek Jumah & evenless
Band Photography by Philipp Brinkmann

All Songs arranged by evenless
All female vocals by Sara Wyss
Programming by Ulf Grüne

evenless is:
Sebastian Moser: Vocals & Guitar, Synths
Martin Walczak: Guitar, Backing Vocals
Lars Schneider: Bass, Backing Vocals
Ulf Grüne: Drums, Backing Vocals

www.evenless.de / mail info@evenless.de

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released August 21, 2013

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Track Name: blood & tears
the streets were dark and empty
and blood was running in my veins
5 o´clock in the morning
but the blood was burning in my veins

you will drown in blood
you will drown in tears

just one window was lighted
a young girl was taking morning tea
i looked into her eyes
and allowed her to see my tears

then something grasped me from behind
i could not run, I could not hide
i fell asleep and don´t know why

darkness all around
no light allowed in this refuge
is this the end?
has judgement come to swallow me?

i will spill your blood
i will cause your tears

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Sebastian Moser/Lars Schneider
Track Name: me
just a lonesome gambler in this life
trying to make the best out of my time
all the loved ones, I have left behind
not on purpose, it´s eye for an eye

the promises are ringing in my ears
unspoken words, I would have loved to hear
so I´ve become a natural egoist
the helping hand has turned into a fist
since the day we´re born we´re so afraid
dead inside our hearts and minds

am I accused of being what I am?
just a baby lying in a pram
i´m no scapegoat you can crucify
i don´t want to end like Jesus Christ

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Sebastian Moser/Lars Schneider
Track Name: joziah
i´m what you want to leave behind
your biggest fear
i´m everything you say or do
i´m always near

when you look behind
it´s me you find
cause I´m haunting you
for the pain you´ve caused
i´m judging you, I´ll punish you

joziah´s rising

i´m your worst nightmare coming true
your bitter fate
i´m the reflection of your lies
anger and hate

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Lars Schneider/Martin Walczak
Track Name: in the cave I
show me a dream
where I lie in the grass
take me to a time
where I watch people pass
…and laugh

is there a god
to believe in, these days?
take me to a road
that leads out of this cave
…which way?

don´t you see
that you´re born into this life
with two blind eyes,
you´re driven by stupid pride
can´t you see
that there can be so much more
and I´m gonna show you the door

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Lars Schneider
Track Name: frozen tears
you have build a wall inside your mind
when I tried to touch you inside
your real self I always longed to find
was veiled by a haze of pride
you said you`d ignore what others say
but instead you hurt yourself
you have always said you love me
but you could not understand

frozen tears
i regret every single day in your life
frozen tears
is your sun ain`t gonna shine

it`s so sad when I look back at us
all my tears were shed in vain
it seems that I wasn`t good enough
that your heart could share the pain
so why now when all is said and done
you come crawling on your knees
can there be a second chance for us
can you turn round yourself

i am just what you made out of me
so when you look at me, it´s you, you see
i give a damn, I don´t care what will be
all of you don´t matter much to me

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Lars Schneider/Martin Walczak
Track Name: nothing mends
the fear has changed into a friend
i accept my faults, but nothing mends
and no one´ll heal the wounds

i´ll cut your throat and break your neck
make your whole world turn into black
cause there´s no turning back
with broken heart and empty mind
i cling to you, I cling to life
and this cuts deep
just like a knife in my pride

you brought us down and watched us bled
without remorse, without regret
turned around and you fled

you push and pull and steal my mind
made me feel deaf and dumb and blind
when you came from behind

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Sebastian Moser/Lars Schneider
Track Name: all things
still remember me?
i have been there
when they have not
tried to shelter you
now it seems
you totally forgot
but I understand
when you are young
there´s so much more
but I can´t believe
you deny me now
that you should know

all the things I´ve done
was it all in vain
i´m wondering now and then

i don´t ask for much
maybe just a lil´ respect
do you think it´s right
to abandon me
who was your friend
i don´t talk ´bout god
i just talk ´bout you and me
but remember, son
judgement comes for all of us,
yours too

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Lars Schneider
Track Name: wish you were here
since the day you went away
nothing´s changed, it´s still the same
i´m living hell, you´re somewhere else
when he comes home drunk again
then he makes me feel the pain
and my desperate tears are falling…

down again, I stop to pray
it´s all fading away
you are so far and yet so near
sometimes I wish that you were here
to take away my pain and fear
sometimes I wish that you were here

you´ve heard the battle through the wall
seen black eyes and broken glass
but you never said a thing at all
mother what could I have done
always thought I´d be the one
to stand strong, but now I´m feeling…

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Martin Walczak/Lars Schneider
Track Name: turn back time
the killing fields you´ve left behind
escaped into your mind
but I will show you who you are
once again, this time

you won´t ignore the truth you hide
cause I´ll make you see
you thought that everyone´s born blind
cause you´re a refugee

god will help me if he can
maybe now he can´t
somebody´ll save me if he can
maybe now he can´t

sometimes I get this feeling inside
like it poisons my mind
yeah it feels like…sometimes…
sometimes I get this feeling inside
when you´re touching my back
yeah it feels like you turn back time

you prayed to god when you were down
so that he would heal your frown
but when you look inside yourself
did you appreciate his help?

how does it feel to be alone?
to be lost in time and space
yeah you will be crucified
cause you have lost your faith

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Lars Schneider / Sebastian Moser
Track Name: in the cave II
i don´t think
i can take anymore
the voices in my head,
they turn into a roar

if i am guilty,
then all men are
but who are you
to stand above the law?

cause i´m tired
of being stuck to this cave
knowing that this
could be my grave
i swear i will change,
i will never be the same, again

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Sebastian Moser/Lars Schneider
Track Name: revelation
do you really want to see
the source of all your misery
it´s not what you expect to see
but only truth will set you free

i hid behind this mask
to right your wrongs has been my task
this face you see is free at last
nowhere to run, nothing to ask

i don´t believe that this can be
my evil captor it was me
so now that truth has been revealed
can the wounds of my soul heal

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Sebastian Moser/Lars Schneider
Track Name: dead man walking
if I´ll ever find the way
into your minds this final day
maybe I could try to change
your views of judging me this way
if I´ll ever find the love
that makes me strong,
that makes me stay
and if I´ll ever find the way
out of this darkness in my mind

with broken heart and empty mind,
i cling to you, I cling to life
and this cuts deep
just like a knife in my pride

so if I will die today,
i won´t kneel down, I won´t pray
cause at the end of our days,
we´re all the same and no one stays
but after all there is no love,
that makes you strong,
that makes you stay
so if my light will fade away this night,
i wasted all my time

emptiness is filling me,
but maybe it´s just one more day
that makes me burn inside your heart
just a few words from the dead,
i will lay down and rest my head
to stop this burning in your heart
did you ever realize,
that you´re the lonely one
did You ever realize,
that you´re the only one
…in life, that makes you feel
like you´re alone
that makes you feel
like no one´s home
and if this poison´s in again,
these words will be your only friend
to pull you through your darkest nights
to make you forget your pride
you are the fool
and you´re not right
time was never on your side
and if you still don´t understand,
i give a damn if you´re my friend

with broken heart and empty mind,
i cling to you, I cling to life
and this cuts deep
just like a knife in my pride
with parting fears I say goodbye
the silence helps to close my eyes
my lips are closed,
my eyes are dry – I won´t cry

if you believe
that you were innocent
i will show you it isn´t right
if you believed
it was right to close your eyes
i will show you it isn´t right
is there a meaning
in this life
is there a meaning
in what I say
i will tell you
what I saw another day

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Sebastian Moser/Lars Schneider
Track Name: going home
with broken heart
i stand alone
joziah died
i´m on my own
what am I gonna do
i´m going home

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Sebastian Moser
Track Name: where do we go from here
what leads me out of this cave
out of this cave
that now has become his grave
it´s too late
to thank you for being so cruel
for leading me through

it seems like ages,
since I´ve seen the sun
it´s good to feel
the warmth upon my skin
i feel like I´m a new man today
everything has changed
but I´m on my way

where do we go from here
i drown in fear
cause he disappeared
am I right
of being grateful that he died?
i won´t commit perjury
am I able to live on in certainty,
that he died of our human misery?
can I forget
every single word he said?
or take my problems to the crest?
are we able to find another way?
and convert
what I had learned from yesterday?

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Sebastian Moser
Track Name: underture
with broken heart and empty mind
i cling to you, i cling to life
and this cuts deep just like a knife
in my pride
with parting fears i say goodbye
the silence helps to close my eyes
my lips are closed, my eyes are dry
i won´t cry

© evenless
Sebastian Moser

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